News Flash

This week I discovered that my mother actually chose who I should marry. I never knew it. Mothers are devious. I thought it was my idea and she made me think it was. Will I ever get to make MY choice?

New Insight

I now have new insight about my condition. I have been looking for the missing part of my identity or self in a relationship with a woman. I am a romantic I guess. I have been looking for this my entire adult life and am just now coming to understand it at this late stage of my life. There is simply a missing piece of me out there and I will not be complete until I find her.

I asked the therapist if this was healthy or not and I received the usual answer, " We can't know that yet. It will require more analysis." At least I know a little about why I have always been so restless. I am just looking for the RIGHT woman, however, the therapist thinks I should be able to find more peace within my own being. Everything is a matter of degree.